Sadismo

Em um só sopro
Solto, suave sobre a pele
É ação, é reação
É arrepio
É também corpo vazio
De mente hormonal

Reflexo no plano
Ou objeto real
Não se sabe
Nos teus olhos eu vejo
Ou tu vês em mim
O fogo no frio
Ou faca com o gume sem fio

E tu, conservado
Do mal que me domina
Guardado em redoma
Te alimento com o que tenho
Essa desculpa de amor
Que me resta
Que foi tudo o que restou

Das tuas pétalas vivazes,
Meu terno amor,
Suguei a luz
Para então te ver
Procurar salvação
Entre a espada e a cruz

Te parasitando, não encontrei
Nenhuma gota de vida
Que pudesse manter a minha...
O que é uma pena, de certo
Mas não vejo, então, nenhum motivo
Pra te ter por perto...

Moving On

I found my place, my sense
The essence of having me inside myself
I'm free, a newborn
Finally not in pieces
Like I'd been before

I have ordinary anxieties now
Just like everyone else seems to.
That and more made me free
I found my place, my sense
The essence of having myself inside me

Shame on you
Who tried to bring me down
I've grown strong on my bases
Lately
And so I'll be from now

No illusion of death
Can reach me anymore
No illusion of dominance
Can strike you true, to holiness
You've been there
And fell
Like you've been destined to,
Like I've been destined to, once
And overcame.

There must be love somewhere
But not around anymore
This love is dead and gone
For good.
Ours.

Eternal Sacrifice of the Soul

I'll get this dagger
Just for you, sweetie
And I'll put it in my heart
For the pleasure of...
Dying, you know?


I have to take some of this blood
And I'll get you a gift of heavens
Wouldn't it be awesome, dear?
I'll get you a present! From heavens!


Yes, yes, they told me about it
And I agreed, of course!
How wouldn't I?
Wouldn't I get some blood
To get you this purely-made gift?


I even got it right, here's the dagger
But I guess... Would you mind to...?
I just...
Wait a minute, I-...


Oh, sweetie, get yourself down here...
Yes, take my blood
They promissed me the heavens...
But just get it yourself...
I won't... You know?
It's just...

I Opened My Eyes...

And now I can finally see...

Could You Do That For Me?

I remember you...
As a heavenly creature


You were so pure
To my memory
I just couldn't keep it
I couldn't do it...


But you still stayed
And it was fine for me
Until you wanted to dig
And fill the empty spaces inside me
With your shattered heart


I remember you
As one remembers one great
Big cup of hot coffee
Tasting so good while it lingers...


But what's left after the flavor's gone?
Nothing would be ever enough for me
Nothing would remain then
Besides the bittersweet memory of your taste


I'm not complaining, though
I'll give the memory of you its space
My dear Nephilim...
So you shall leave now...

When One's Plans Work

Shut the fuck up, you should say
I'm getting nasty, and boring
And you get more interesting by minute
What are you doing with a junk like me?


Save me, my dear bloodsucker followers
I want to get out of this cave
And finally die in peace

Some More Whining

Something contorts inside me
Is it sort of a pain?
More of a word, actually
Trying to come out
Or a backstab trying to transpass my heart...
I wouldn't know...


I got some paper towels in front of me
In case this wants to come out
I won't have blood spilled all over my room
I don't want it to get all messed up...


And talking about messed up...
What a life, huh?