Rest: Utopia

I've been trailing this trail
I've been burdened to track
I've been tiring myself
trying to deviate from this trail
I've been burdened to track

Everybody else that seems to take this trail
Are very frail, in their final moments
But here I am, trailing this trail
I've been burdened to track
Since very early

For no apparent reason
They force me to track
this trail
Just to leave a very frail me
To track it alone

I don't want strength
I just want my mind to stop
trailing this trail
I've been burdened to track

And if this poem's wearying you down
Imagine every day of your life
Being forced, veemently
To track this trail
I've been burdened to go through...

Rest: Acceptance

I still remember
Feet on sand
Breathing in life
Smile on my face
Nostalgia in the wind
Happyness
Only a dream, but I still remember

It is able to get me up somedays
Other's I think it's too late for me
One kiss later, and maybe, just maybe
Life's not so bad

But  I still remember that dream
Like a soft breeze in a my face
Telling me life can be good
Even if just in dream
Because in reality, it is just too late
For the likes of me

Rest: Triumph

Rotting, I succumb
My flesh will be left  for the worms
There will be nothing
And I rejoice!

My gloom will take my fragments
And make me whole for one last (first) time
What a delight!

I beg for the Universe
To make it painless
Very unlike this life I've lead
I succumb to my knees
And I triumph!

Divine

Open-hearted,
Standing at your feet,
I pray for strength

No one answers...

Or cares...

This Trail I've Tracked

There's no way back From the Darkness Now I shall not trail The steps to Heaven The flames rise Outside But I'm cold I shall freeze In my non-existent Future For there's nothing left For me Anymore...

Nothingness

My lungs ache I have nothing left To breath in My soul should be missing If you look within I have nothing left I reach out And scream Can't you see? Can't you see me? I'm drowing in myself I'm drowning in words unsaid In feelings unfelt In life unlived In thoughts misunderstood... Can't you see how it hurts To live one more day?

Amigo

Eu me vi no chão, estatelada Perdida, zonza, meio acabada Não podia ser, nem sabia o que era Eu te vi ali com tua voz mansa Tua presença anunciando a bonança Que tava vindo acalentar meu coração Não sabia o que havia contigo Revoltado, amargo, perdido Ah, como eu queria te confortar... "Como amigo", me zumbia no ouvido Se ele não queria ceder comigo Então que seu coração não fosse meu... Tudo bem, amigo, eu te digo Se não queres no meu coração fazer abrigo Guarda o teu pra quem um dia valha a pena ceder