Ifs, Buts and Ends

If...
If only...
If only I could say...
If only I could say what you mean to me...

But you...
But you are....
You are already...
You are already too far from me...

I feel...
I feel like...
I feel like we...
I feel like we're never meeting again...

And...
And it feels so...
It feels so...
It feels so hard to handle...

I just want to forget...
I just want to...
Want to...
I just...